Havent updated in quite a long time.
Ive been super busy wiith rehearsal. Barely have time to breathe. The show is slowly creeping up behind me. I cant believe that in just a little over a weeks time I will be on stage for my debut.

Things have been going fantastic at school. Im really content. Except a certain person has kind of pissed me off. blah

Oh yea. haha Zack invited me and Reg to go hang out with him and his buddies. Yea right. I told him Id try my best though. He bothers me so effing much.

Today when Luke was up singing with Andrew, Zack had the nerve to say "I hate it when people say 'Oh, Luke is such a great singer and blah blah.' They act like hes a god!" I tried so hard not to laugh at him to his face. Hes such a flippin loser! Natasha, Genusis, and I all looked at each other and then we told him 'uhh he IS an awesome singer. He practically IS a god! He is GOING to Broadway. No question. Youre just jelous.' Zack flipped. it was soo effin hilarious. he said 'I AM NOT jelous!!!' haha. He annoys me so freakin much. He sings ALL the time like hes sooo good. Even though hes not. His colgne stinks like the boys football locker room and he only talks about himself. One time he said 'I could have played Billy' hahaha yea right! like YOU could ever take Luke's place. Get real. And get over yourself.

I feel like a bitch for saying all of that but its all true. And I needed space to rant. I havent been able to in awhile.

I think my mom thinks I should go see a therapist. Maybe I should. Maybe I will.

Ill write again when I can.

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I saw the Blood Brothers in concert. Pretty Sweet.

I was doing my essay at 5 30, and I fell asleep. I woke up at 7 with a ink spot on my paper.

Dance tomorrow. Yipee.

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    Im getting lazy on updating this thing.
    I moved back home. Unwillingly. 
    Rehearsal is getting crazy. My legs hurt so bad. Mostly my inner thighs.
    So, I went to go see Monsters Ince On Ice on Sunday. It was pretty effin sweet. I had fun with my little cousin. She truly is the shining star of my life. She brightens up my dimmest of days. With the smallest giggle or laugh. Or the cutest kiss on the cheek.
    Im really sad I was forced to move away from this happiness before I was ready. Everything is really starting to load up on me. 
    I guess its alright though. I have Reg helping me. She is going to tell me if my mask is falling off. She, and now who ever is reading this, are the only people who know of my inner depression.

Crap. This entry is cut short. I have to go home.
No internet there.

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*I had to go to in school suspension all day today. 
  It was horrible.
*Tap dancing after school.
  G chose a handful of people to learn a new dance.
  We were paired into couples.
  I was with Marcos again.
  Fun stuff.
  Im going to learn Regina's dance for De-lovely.
  So I can teach it to everyone else while she's in Germany.
*My father called me today.
  I guess my mom told him I was here to help out Nana.
  Obviously he doesn't understand that I left to get AWAY from the yelling and the long talks and such.
  Because he got to me through the phone.
*I haven't told anybody in my family that I'm planning to stay at my Nana's permanently.
  I dont want to go back.
  I am too happy here.
*Gotta go.

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Saturday Reg came over and stayed the night. We had cake and that was really fun. More inside jokes.

Im getting my tap shoes soon. Im excited.

Its really amazing how certain events in life can make you just stand back and have a good chuckle at the irony.

Sunday I packed up my things and came to stay at my grandmother's house with my aunt and cousin.

I love it. I dont think I ever want to go back home.

I miss my mom and my brother though. I called Jhustin today and we talked about things.

Tomorrow I have dance. And a meeting scheduled. Im not sure if im going to show up to that meeting though.

I made two necklaces and a bracelet. They remind me of bubbles. And of Labrynth.

mmmm...David Bowie in tight pants.

Saturday me and Reg are planning a kickback consisting of all the cool people NOT going to Sweethearts!

Check out myspace. =)

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